Not working

Been listening to positive affirmations at night when I sleep, trying to change my thoughts. Not working though. According to an article I read, the affirmations have to be believable in order to work. I literally spend the first 15 minutes just repeating the opposite in my head. With Kaiser mental services going on strike again, not that they could help since they have done all they can do, not sure what’s next. Still not sure about buying Ketamine off the internet and self medicating. Don’t think hypnotherapy is covered by my insurance. I think I saved a link for a TMS headgear that i could buy. Not sure if that really helped or was it just the hour away from work. Or is it just time to start truly give up.

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…In Bed

A Classic

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This Is Your Biggest Turn-Off, According to Your Zodiac Sign

Taurus

Disrespecting their comfort. If you roll your eyes at their routines or cancel plans without a real reason, Taurus takes it personally. They connect consistency with respect, and they don’t stay where respect feels flimsy.

What You Need Most in a Relationship, Based on Your Zodiac Sign

Taurus

Non-Negotiable: Consistency you can really feel.

Safety is romantic for Taurus. Steady effort, physical affection, and a life that doesn’t swing wildly week to week keeps them open. Hot-and-cold behavior shuts them down fast.

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Chinese horoscope: Love predictions for every sign in the year of the fire horse

Tiger: Passion and visibility

The Tiger shares vibrant energy with the Horse, making this year especially favorable in love. There will be magnetism, initiative, and opportunities to experience intense emotions. Existing relationships may renew through shared projects and bold decisions that reinforce the bond.

In new romantic situations, the Tiger will naturally attract attention. However, impulsive or dominant behavior should be avoided. By channeling enthusiasm wisely, the Tiger can enjoy a fulfilling and authentic romantic phase.

“Every Zodiac Sign Has a Toxic Trait. This Is Yours.”

Taurus

You’re loyal and steady, which is adorable until you use it as a reason to never change anything. Your comfort zone is a fortress, and change is not getting past the walls.”

Stubbornness: Digs in like their lives depend on it.

Possessiveness: Says it’s love, gets territorial.

Indulgence: Treats every feeling with a purchase.

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