Monthly Archives: December 2007

Gawd, I just went out and bought the both of them $20 gift cards to Nordstrom’s.  Not like they have ever given me a gift or even said Merry Christmas to me.

I should have went out tonight.  I really should have went out.

Am I really this bad and repulsive of a human being?

think that I really don’t like my roommates.  I’ve tried so hard to be friendly to them and they just treat me like shit.  Well, not like shit, but for example, they are outside talking and I go out to try to join the conversation and everything goes silent.  I go back to my room, and it starts up again.  I thought that I was being paranoid in thinking that they didn’t like me, but now I’m not so sure.  I mean I even put out my fucking LCD TV and Wii for them to use.  What more do I need to do?  I think that i really should start looking for my own place.  Gawd, it sucks that the rent is so cheap here,  I’m going to have to pay off some bills for sure and cut back on my lifestyle in order to move.

Ran out of gas in my new car (not sure when it will stop being a new car)…

Had breakfast/lunch with Amber (the good one vs. the not so good one).  Got more forgiveness…

Had breakfast/lunch with Brent (I think there is only one Brent) Got more forgiveness (and then some)…

Gone to several Xmas parties…

Got a Wii; Have not thrown Wii controller through TV (yet…)

Still gaining weight and slacking off…

One week to vacation…

Maybe be problem with rent and other housing issues…

Def. planning on cutting up credit cards after holidays.  Esp. Fry’s…

Going into work on a Sunday…

So if I am not posting anything, it means one of the following:

1. I am happy and am keeping the happiness inside of myself
2. I am really depressed and keeping it in myself
3. I am so busy that I haven’t had time to go on the Internet.

Well, it’s a mix of the three.  I am pretty not unhappy right now.  Reacquainting with friends, slowly getting into the holiday spirit.  Getting some.

I am also kind of depressed about stuff going on around me that I can’t control.  Not knowing how to fix something or someone is bringing me down

And I am getting pretty busy at work trying to get things finished up before the year is over.

So some filler post to make it look like I’m posting until I get motivated enough to blog about something.

Results for 24th April 1974 :

You were born on a Wednesday.

Your star sign is Taurus.

The season was Spring.

You are 33 years, 7 months, 9 days old.^*

It is 143 days until your next Birthday.^*

You are 12,276 days old.^*

You are approximately 294,631 hours old.^*

You are approximately 1,060,673,561 seconds old.^*

^{I probably should have saved this one for my birthday…}

I Am A: True Neutral Human Bard (4th Level)

Ability Scores:
Strength-11
Dexterity-12
Constitution-11
Intelligence-12
Wisdom-11
Charisma-11
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I’m sleeping on a couch with a fire crackling. Their is a baby crying in the back room and I am drunk right now. But the most important thing is that I have my friend’s forgiveness. With that, I can peacefully sleep to.night