Don’t know how this mood came over me; probably with the fog that rolled in this afternoon.
I really want some alcohol, but I’ve also had enough of alcohol and drunk people for awhile. The last thing I need is to try and babysit my drunk self. So I am eating and fatting myself up again. I’m already halfway up to my old top weight. So much for the diet.
Why do I have this feeling that you are sad and need a hug? Or is it just me that is sad and wants a hug from you?
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taking it back old school Live Journal Style….
“What’s Left Of Me”
Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don’t wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah…
[Chorus]
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I’ve never been
Now I’m broken,
And I’m faded,
I’m half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what’s left of me
I’ve been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
[Chorus]
It’s falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It’s not all in my head
Take what’s left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again
[Chorus]
I’ve been dying inside you see
I’m going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I’m just running in circles all the time
Will you take what’s left
Will you take what’s left
Will you take what’s left of me?
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what’s left
Will you take what’s left
Will you take what’s left of me?
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