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Try not to turn everything into a life or death scenario. Calm down.

That was the quote from Friday and pretty much helped me throughout the day. That Thursday night/Friday Morning, my room was so cold and I got no sleep. So I woke up in a pretty pissed off mood, and some of it I might have thrown at Barbara before I left the house and checked my horoscope. But after this message, I was pretty mellow for the rest of the day. I was also a bit sick. Running late, so I decided to pick up some Krispy Kreme Doughnuts and picked up Paul at the store so he could take a look at what we had at the warehouse that they needed at the store.

Work was alright, if a bit slower than usual. It’s like that all over the store, and it’s def. not good. Hopefully, things will pick up next week. Anyway, after work was done we watched the Family Guy on DVD. I really don’t like the Family Guy, but can’t stop myself from laughing at the jokes and gags that they have. Also watch Tim house shopping on the net. It just floors me how much it cost to own your own place here in the bay. I mean, it’s cheaper than renting, but still. Oy Vey. I guess the saddest thing is how I am not even close to being able to get a place. But that topic is for another day.

So after work, and feeling miserable and sick, I thought the best way to heal myself was to goto Fry’s and buy myself something. After walking around the store for a couple of hours and
agonizing over everything, I ended up leaving with a Microsoft Wireless Optical Desktop Pro Keyboard/Mouse Set. I know that I said that I was going to get the Gyromouse set, however they cost way too much at Fry’s and I didn’t like the way it moved on the surface when you used it has a mouse for games. Now the Logitech Mouse is suppose to be great for games, but I didn’t like the way that the buttons felt, on both the mouse and keyboard. So I got the Microsoft set. I also picked up a USB card for the computer so I could have some more USB slots. Amanda called me while I was at Fry’s and confirmed how sick I was and told me that I should get some medicine and goto bed. It is kinda sick on all the Catholic guilt that I give myself when I shop. I wasn’t like this before.

On the way home, I stopped at Kmart to pick up some cough medicine and to do
some more shopping. Got the syrup, some cereal, a sweatshirt, and a plastic drawer thing to slide under my bed.
Coming back to Kmart, I was kinda disappointed with the prices on their stuff. I’m glad that I didn’t buy anything like the memory cards and stuff, because I can get better deals for that stuff online. Maybe I’ll go back in 2 weeks and see if there is anything left,
probably not.

Headed home, where I was greeted with a small heater from Barbara for my room. She is going to get the heater next to my room turned back on. It should help, but I will have to leave my door open at night, which I’m not too thrilled about. The little heater was crap though, which I kinda expected. We have an extra heater at work that I will bring home on Tuesday that should get the room nice and warm (And raise the electricity bill). I’ve been bitching about the cold, but I have been looking at the positive of things, which is that I could be on the East Coast) BRRRRR!!!!

Took some Nyquil and an hour later, I was knocked out. I’ve been doing shots of Dayquil all day long and I feel better, but very lethargic, tired, and drained. I finally finish reading The Master and Margarita, which was a def. mind fuck book made worse because of the Russian references. I will probably end up buying a copy for myself. I def. need to reread the book along with a book on
Russian culture to help understand it better. I still have the two other books to read. And then I have two books on weblogs that I checked out from the library.

Got my tax booklets in the mail. I have a bad feeling that they did not take enough out of my checks and that I will owe. I wish that I was still in school and could get a deduction from my tuition. I should get a credit from the interest paid on my student loan. **sigh** Just try to think happy thoughts about it.

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“There is something strangely beautiful about two really fucked up people in love.”
They can beat each other up, then lick each others wounds.


Had a whole entry dedicated to the Pie Session with April and Candy Cane Lane, but it got deleted. Pictures are up here, but they don’t convey what happened at Bakers Square and the pie selection. April also had a recap of Candy Cane Lane here and a shot of the pie The Pie here. At this point, I think it would be anti
climatic to try to recap it…that and it’s been a couple of weeks now. Anyway, the pictures were taken with my phone. I have a couple videos of the most decorated house, but it is in a
weird format. You have to download a player from Nokia to play it. Trying to find a converter to convert it to
QuickTime or something. So the Pie Session with just have to stay a Joe/April experience.

Dining on some spice cake and Green Tea w/Honey. Trying to get rid of this almost cold that I have.

Almost bought a keyboard/mouse today. God, it is so shocking a turn around that I have in regards to shopping. Just a couple of years, I would buy and charge with no thought at all. Now, I spend an hour in Office Max picking up and putting down stuff, walking away from it, go back to it, pick it up and put it down again, and after an hour of this I leave before the staff finally decides to call the cops on my ass. **sigh** Well, I guess I will try again tomorrow. Will goto CompUSA to play with the keyboards one more time. I def. need a new mouse, has my current mouse (MS Intellemouse Explorer) is damaged (the cord is frayed where it connects to the mouse and so it goes off
sporadically.) I know for sure that I want a Gyration Wireless Mouse. And they had it on sale at Office Depot. The question is with a wireless keyboard; I’m not sure that I want the wireless keyboard that goes with the Gyromouse…God this is such a geeky post. Yes, this is what I spent an hour in Office Depot doing. You should see me trying to buy clothes.

Speaking of, I have decided that I am going to get rid of a whole bunch of clothes. Tempted to just charge up the Penny’s card, or even worse, apply for a Macy*s card and just go apeshit and buy clothes that I will never wear (well, never at the warehouse.) I def want/need new underwear, since I wont be able to buy Joe Boxer anymore from Kmart. Actually, I’m
disappointed with the socks that I bought. They are not that good quality and alot of them have holes in them. Granted I needed to cut my toe nails, but I kinda just want to throw all of my underwear and socks away and go shopping for a new brand. And if I’m shopping for socks and underwear, I should buy other stuff too. Still, I can see it now…

Sir, the store is about to close, you’ve been in the sock section for 3 hours now and I need to know if you are going to buy the socks or not..

God, this just looks pathetic. There is so much other stuff that is going on that I’m dealing with/ignoring/hiding from. Who knows, maybe one day I might be ready to write about it here…

Friday Five for January 16, 2004

1. What does it say in the signature line of your emails? I don’t have a signature for my personal email, or for my newsgroups/forums usernames. I’ve been meaning to make one up, but just never got around to it. Usually, I just finish off an email with either Joe R. or Joe Rogers (which is pretty boring). My work email signature is:

Joe Rogers
SFSU Bookstore – Warehouse Supervisor
Phone (415) XXX-XXXX
Fax (415) XXX-XXXX

2. Did you have a senior quote in your high school yearbook? What was it? If you haven’t graduated yet, what would you like your quote to be? No senior quote in my high school yearbook. What a loser, huh? Don’t know what I would want it to be if I could have one.

3. If you had vanity plates on your car, what would they read? If you already have them, what do they say? I would want it to say Tygreye or Tygre. However, those two are already taken 🙁

4. Have you received any gifts with messages engraved upon them? What did the inscription say? Well, years ago April gave me a memory box from the Bombay Company (**sigh** the Bombay Company days…) Anyway, went to Things Remembered and got the plaque engraved.

5. What would you like your epitaph to be?

“…It’s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life”

Not necessarily an epitaph, and it was originally stolen from Amber P., I think. But I really like the quote and the song and would want it played at my funeral/wake.

Resisting the urge…

That’s what it was all about today…

Resisted the urge to kill Mark for destroying $200 worth of merchandise…

Resisted the urge to call in sick and stay home in bed…

Resisted the urge to buy a new Dell computer…

Resisted the urge to get regular soda (I did sell out and got Root Beer, but at least no
caffeine)

There was another urge I resisted, but I forgot what it was…


Anyway, it is just freezing in my room right now. It was such a good idea at the time to clean out my computer while reformatting the HD that I gave to Barry. So is it def running cooler now and I don’t have to worry about it over heating. However, my room is colder because of it. Going to take a shower and then watch Angel at 9pm. Then afterwards, I can come back to my cold room.

Still trying to decided if I want to goto KMart and get memory cards for my camera and cell, or should I get the wireless keyboard/mouse. I think that I’m aiming towards the keyboard/mouse combo. I really don’t need more memory for my camera or cell. 32MB is enough for my camera, I’ve only maxxed it out a couple of times. And for the cell, 16MB is good right now. I still have 12MB left to download ringtones, graphics, and to take pictures. I think I would be more
satisfied with a wireless keyboard and mouse. O.K. I would be lazier.

What I should do is save the money. Which is an option, I guess….

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I’m a Heretic!


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Yea, verily: Who is that, striding across the desert!

It is Tygreyes, hands clutching a mighty sword! He howls vengefully:

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All about getting over that first bump…

The problem I have with some books is that it is hard for me to get into a book during the first 50 or so pages. Gone With The Wind, The Eye Of The World, Don Quixote, and the story that I am currently reading (trying to read anyway) The Master and Margarita. It might take me awhile to read those first pages. For The Eye Of The World, it must have taken me a couple of years to finally get past page 100. However , once I did get over that bump, I practically inhaled the story. I’ve been trying to read the three books that Lesa lent me for awhile now, but especially these last weeks, I have been trying to finish them. Two of them are about God and Christianity, and I’m not sure if I will ever get through them. The third one is also about God…actually it is about the Devil running loose in Moscow. So it has taken me awhile, but I have finally broke through and am starting to enjoy the book. Just took a break in order to get some food.
I just need to email Lesa and have her remind me why am I suppose to be reading this for…

unhealthy Joe…


So I’ve already just shot the New Year’s Resolutions to hell regarding health and weight loss. Not good.

Granted, my excuse has been that I’ve been sick so far, which is kinda true. And when I don’t feel well, the priority turns to making me feel good, which is a good/bad thing. Anyway, planning on trying to jumpstart my motivation again on Monday. What I really should do is goto the gym right now. But I am already cooking dinner, and it’s cold. And I have a slight headache. And more than enough excuses to keep me from going tonight.

This is the time that I miss not living with Mike, because Mike was a motivator to get me to goto the gym and work out. Maybe that is what I need, someone to goto the gym with me; a gym buddy.
Barbara def. doesn’t cut it with her medical history. Tim maybe. Mark works out way too early for me. Anyway, this is something that I need to do myself and to motivate myself to do.

I also have these Men’s Fitness Magazines that I took from my parents house. They are so bad for me. I mean,
basically, they are the men’s equivalent of Cosmo. What to eat, what to wear, what exercises to do, how to have
mind-blowing sex. The only thing that they don’t have are the quizzes. And yet, I’m ready to do what the magazine tells me, because if you have a nice body, then you are happy, you get the girl, and you have
mind-blowing sex. **sigh** It would probably be easier just to either start taking steroids or to learn how to throw up.

This dissatisfaction with my weight/figure comes from a comment that Mew made about me being chubby that I have…well, I haven’t really accepted it well. I mean, I’ve am kinda chubby. I got the handles still and I don’t have the muscles or the 6-pack. But I’ve always hid it well and it has never shown. I’ve always got the compliments about how skinny and lean I am, even though I wasn’t. Now the fact that my friends considered me chubby at one point, it’s rubbing me the wrong way. I don’t think that I’m going to brood over it too much longer, but it’s still bothersome.

I guess I haven’t totally killed the health resolutions. I still have 12 months to get on track. And I have done some sit-ups/push ups this year. I just wish that I could get scanned and just magically have my body repaired and put in shape.

“Do You Know Your Music (Sorry MTV Generation I Doubt You Can Handle This One)” – Results:

music
Good. You know your music. You should be able to
work at Championship Vinyl with Rob, Dick and
Barry

Friday

Had to goto the store to do cashier training as part of some scheme that the boss cooked up. Kinda of a waste, since I work at the warehouse and I will 99% never be in a situation to run a register. Still, it was a change of pace, I guess.
After work, went to Borders to wait for Amanda to get off of work so we could drive up to see Mew. Saw these two European kids just kick ass at chess. They totally put the games that Tim and I play to shame. Wanted to take a picture, but the crazy guy watching over them was….well crazy looking. Still trying to figure out a way to take under cover shots with my phone. Anyway, wandered off to start reading a bit of the latest Star Wars book. I’m kinda split over the latest going on in the Star Wars universe. I guess what I really want is for LucasArts to get off of their ass and start making some new X-Wing games set in the books universe.
Went to Amanda’s and we dragged ourselves up through the rush hour traffic and up to Vacaville to see Mew. It was good times. Barry also came over for awhile and then we went back to his house and Gabi went to hang out with the girls.
This entry is totally blah, blah, blah. I was going to go into a thing about mapping friends groups, but…now I’m not.