Daily Archives: May 11, 2003

My Photoshop skills are next to zero. **sigh** I think that once again, I have tried to fly too high to the sky. Will try again maybe tonight and probably tomorrow. If I can’t figure it out, then I’ll just post the pictures that I took, I guess.
Actually, I need to clean my bed so I can have a place to sleep tonight.

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Table is finally sold; for $80 not $100. But how could I argue with Jocelyn and her roommate, a hottie Indian girl. OMG, the guys would have made fools of themselves over these girls. Anyway, the table is sold and now I can pay my car registration.
Also have two appointments tomorrow for rooms in Pacifica. Happy about that, but not getting my hopes up too high. One guy wants a credit report. Ugh…Mistakes of the past comming to haunt me. Well, the credit has been good in recent years, so here’s to hoping.
One bad thing happened while I was getting the van, I scraped a post and scratched up the side a bit. I’m hoping that a car wash will wash away most of the blue paint and it won’t look too bad. Still, it’s nothing major, so I should be O.K.
Called mom for mother’s day. The family has satellite tv now, with Korean channels. I guess my brother’s been watching non stop or something. Heh. Good thing there are english subtitles.
Did I mention the hot girls that I sold my table too?
O.K. Going to watch The Simpsons.
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Not sure if this is going to come out the way that I wanted too. It’s something that I’ve planned on doing for a while now. However, I think that I should have spent a little more time planning it. Anyway, I should have it done before Thursday; well, I’ll have too since that the last day of DSL. Anyway, I need to call this girl and deliver the table. Also need to call back for a room in Pacifica; less than a mile away from the beach.

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Webcam is on. Doing one last photo shoot while I have a nice blank wall to use. So if you see me running back and forth with different outfits on, that’s the reason…
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Dave Matthews Band
Fool To Think

Look at me dreaming of you
All I could hope is to have you
To have you walking with me
Laughing so in love, we two
Almost drunkenly
I did imbibe of this
Fantasy of you and me
Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?
I’ve grown tired of love
You are the trouble with me
I watch you walk right by
I smile, you do not notice me
Treat me recklessly
All you do is toss me pennies out
But the silence in me is screaming
Won’t you come and get me?
Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?
Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?
You make a mess of me here
I dance a thousand steps for you
If you say yes to me
I’ll be whatever gets you through
You make a mess of me here (was I a fool?)
I dance a thousand steps for you (was I a fool?)
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think?
Am I a fool, am I a fool for you?
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After a lousy night of sleep which included Mike waking up off of the couch after 4am and going to his room, Mike yelling in his sleep, some bird that wouldn’t shut up, and semi-erotic dreams, I am up and ready to start the day.
Emailed more people on Craigslist for rooms; this time in Pacifica and Brisbane. I think that it would be cool to live by the ocean. Anyway, we’ll see what happens.
Semi cleaned my room; just picked up stuff off of the floor. Still need to sweep, mop, and dust later.
Going to go and do the 2nd half of laundry. Also need to call girl who wants to buy my table. This is her last chance on it, otherwise the ad goes back up on Craigslist again.
And of course I gotta call my mom and wish her a Happy Mother’s Day. I wonder if her card got to her in time?
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And I miss Suzanne…

First of all I did the whole drinking thing wrong…I mean, I should have just finish drinking right now and getting myself ready to pass out. It’s 2 a.m. and I’ve done the drinking, pass out, had the hang over and gotten over it already. I guess I need to work on my timing…
Called the landlord of the place I’m planning on moving too. We are meeting on Thursday to talk about it. **sigh** Still think that I’m going to look around some more. There is just a lingering feeling that I can’t shake off about this place.
The atmosphere here with Mike and I is….I guess cool at best. He apoligized about the dishes and did them. Still, the rest of downstairs is a mess and when I’m down there, I just slowly work get myself worked up over it. I mean, it’s called cleaning up after yourself. I shouldn’t have to move your socks and the shirt that you work out in off of the couch. There is only so much you can blame on school. Well, in 2 weeks it won’t be my problem anymore. I still wonder if he has got any replys to his ad for the room; there has only been one person to see the room (that I know of anyway). All of the places that I have been too have had tons of people that have looked (or so they say).
4 more days until the DSL is gone. **sigh** Everything is backed up and downloaded. Guess I will be going to library or to Borders more often. Which is probably a good thing, since I have been lacking in the reading dept. I still read, but it is down to just one book right now (Pandora by Anne Rice). I could use some new reading material…that is what I am going to do when I move out, is buy books. There is this book sale going on at Westlake in Daly City and I have wanted to buy some books from there, but didn’t have the money. Now that I’m moving out, I can afford to buy books again.
It will be great to have a little financial room again, but I will still need to be frugal for a few months. I’ll need to pay for the security deposit, and I want to pay off my JCPennys bill and my financial aid (the small one -$1500). I need to pay car registration, but I can take care of that with the money I’ll get for the table tomorrow. Also need to shop for new clothes…That remind me of my first manager at Baskin Robbins, Sue. We had a discussion about living on your own and I vaguely remember part of the conversation was about clothes and she had to make clothes last a long time. I have been doing that with my socks and pants. And I know that a pack of socks isn’t that much. Still, I don’t trust myself enough to go and just get socks; I would get pants, and a new jacket, some new shirts, etc, etc. Maybe I’m taking the stretching of the dollar to extremes.
Wed. night Angie and I are going to go see the new Matrix movie (NOT at Century Theathers) That should be real good…except that the guy is comming out to work on the wall at the warehouse. That could be trouble.