Monthly Archives: December 2002

Suzanne said that she would hang out with me for New Years!!! YES!!! Now, I have to figure out what we are going to do for New Years. There’s the New Years Party at Amber’s, if they have taken care of everything. Or we could go to a club or something. I wonder if Peter or Mark could get us on the guest list for Polly Ester’s. But would she want to go to a club for New Years. I would love to go to Planet New Years, but that’s not really her thing. OMG what am I going to do? And why am I reacting like a nervous school boy?
Cause I’m I love….
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Fuck this Christmas shit. As far as I’m concerned there is only one time anyone should ever bother thinking about other people. It’s called masturbation.
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Plan on spending another quiet day home, watching the wind and rain outside while playing with Photoshop. This is all Suzanne’s fault. Letting a fool like me loose with Photoshop. Who knows what awful creations I will come up with. Granted it’s only Photoshop 6.0 instead of 7.0, but still. I think that I will hold her responsible for whatever horrendous creations I make today.
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THE YEAR 2002 was all about wallowing in unemployment, tragically spending your last 10 bucks of the month on a pack of smokes and a well drink, and then telling everyone how much it sucked to be you. This year, after your fifth temp job ended and your third roommate moved back home to mommy, you realized you were going to have to get real used to being poor forever,
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My mom knows when to call me and she knows when I am feeling down. Even if I am a 1000 miles away.
I love my mom. She drives me crazy, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
O.K. going to the gym to work out.
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Time to change the playlist on iTunes…
Also what is up with stupid old Apple stuff. It’s just as complicated to put together as old IBM PC’s were…
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Day is gone I’m on my back
Staring up at the ceiling
I take a drink sit back relax
Smoke my mind makes me feel
Better for a short time
What I want is what I’ve not got
What I need is all around me
Reaching searching never stop.
This is just the day to lock myself in a room and drink and smoke my troubles away…
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All I had to do was ask her if she wanted to hang out with me for new years, and I totally just flubbed through it. GOD I AM AN IDIOT! Uh…duh, duh, duh….No wonder she broke up with me. How could she stand such an incompetent idiot.
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Also realizes that today is Friday the 13th.
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