Monthly Archives: December 2002

Mobile Horoscope – You own; You’re not owned. There are no hostages. Review all pertinent information.
Hmmm…Anyway, it’s been an a up/down week at work. One day busy, one day slow, then back to busy.
Well, Mike should be done with his finals today. Thank God. Anyway, I need to talk to him about house stuff later. I’m feeling like I’m being really anal. Both at home and at work, but stuff is bothering me and I need to talk about it, I guess.
What else? Need to talk/email Suzanne. Think I will email; she’s probably going to go out to see LOTR:TTT tonight. **sigh** Once again, this saving money business really sucks.
Also need to figure out the Xmas present thing. I thought my family and friends had agreements that we weren’t going to give each other xmas presents cause we are all poor. Now, my brother has gone and got a present for my mom. And then Angie got me a present. And I’m sure my parents are getting me presents. So if I don’t get presents for them, I’ll feel bad. Also want to get Suzanne something too. I know that the horoscope says otherwise, but I still feel like somebody else owns me and that I will never be financially secure.
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Trying to get the guys motivated for work. Might have to lure them out with some Price Is Right.
OMG…it’s showing the correct time. Will wonders never cease…
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Almost done with everything. I still wish that I could get the web cam up. I’ll have to make a call to April tomorrow. Maybe she can help me out.
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Am sailing on blahness today. Decided to spend money on Cheesesteak sandwich for lunch and dinner. Will def. not be going to the gym tonight. I really shouldn’t be buying lunch, but I don’t have that much left to cook at home; just some pasta and lunchmeat, no bread. Oh I also have some cereal and milk left, but the milk might be getting bad. And I def. don’t want to buy groceries before I go on vacation.
Making plans for this Sat or Sun. Thinking of having breakfast with Brent, Brunch with April, Lunch/Supper with Shawn & Marie, and finish it off with Dinner at Gabi/Barry’s. We’ll see if all goes according to plan.
Need to send out a few more Xmas cards that I keep forgetting to do. I thought that I would have more Xmas cards by now. Hmmm.
Sigh, I guess what I was expecting was a Xmas card from Suzanne. Still trying to decide if I should get her a present or not. It wouldn’t be much, but it’s the thought that counts, right? I’ll have to goto Penny’s to get it thought. **sigh** More charges on the card. Not good at all.
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Of course once I buy my tickets for Greyhound, Southwestern has a sale. I could have gone up to Seattle for $160 round trip. Granted I’m still saving $60 taking the bus, but for $160, I would have got plane tickets. **sigh** such is life.
Anyway, I have the picture pages done, I just need to add some captions. Also might have a way to get the web cam up **crosses fingers** We’ll see.
Well, I need to go to bed. Last Manager’s meeting of the year. I wonder if anything will be said with my non attendance to the Xmas party.
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Working on the photo section of my site. All of the events that I’ve been too have been archived on my hard drive awaiting to be copied onto a CD. I also downloaded stuff to Yahoo, since I have like 750 MB of space, so I can do that.
Still, trying to pick out pictures is tough. Trying to make sure that everybody is represented and that no one is over represented. Actually, trying not to put all Suzanne and I pics up.
I talked to her today about New Years. Still I have been checking my e-mail every 15 minutes hoping that she would send me some. **sigh** Resisting the urge to call her until I am sure that I can talk to her without sounding like an idiot. I wonder if it would be easier to hang out wit her friends or with my friends. I know my friends like her, but we have a way of being….I don’t want to say rude. But we have a select membership criteria; granted, no one knows exactly what that criteria is, but it is good at keeping people out. Still Barry got in somehow, so it must not be that picky. Heh…
O. K., I am going to go back to working on this web thing. And I will old check my e-mail every 30 min.
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Ugh…once again I made the mstake of eating McDonalds. I think that I am over fast food; well most of it anyway. There will always be room for In-N-Out.
It’s been a busy monday here for some reason. Lots of transfers and stuff. I guess people are spending their buyback money on last minute gifts.
Mobile Horoscope for today:
The demands are unfamiliar. You don’t have to answer them yet. Shop cautiously – Talk about crytic…
Yahoo Horoscope
Reaching your financial goals has been wonderful, dear Taurus, but today you might find yourself confronting the downside: paperwork! Bills may need to be paid, contracts or agreements signed, bank deposits made. Once you sort your way through that, however, you probably will decide to get out and go shopping, as a lot of short trips in your community are indicated. Books might be at the top of your list. – This one I understand. I had to mail off my bills today, but I still need to go back to the post office and get a new money order cause I accidently made the money order out to myself. And now that the bills are paid, I’m thinking about Xmas presents for my family and going out to see friends before I leave. The books thing is that there is a book on hold for me at the library that I have to pick up.
O.K. enough analyzing astro-psychobabble…
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Negotiations continue for me and Suzanne to hang out for New Years. I would say that I’m “very optimistic” that a deal will be reached before the end of the week.
Booked my tickets for Greyhound. **shudder** a 24hr trip to see my family; is that love or what. Anyway, like I told Lesa, I should have some stories to write about.
Since I am taking Greyhound, that means that I can attend the Xmas dinner being hosted at Barry/Gabi’s. I’m also planning on seeing Shawn/Marie, and I’ll probably pop in on April with some KKD to round out the visit to Vacaville.
New site design is comming along really nice. Need to finish photo album and try to fix webcam. Should be up before I leave next week. Although it comes of somber looking, I really like it.
Didn’t take the Target job and and trying not to regret it. I think it was the right choice to make, cause I really didn’t want to work there. Now, I just need to convice myself that I can make it until I get some extra income in. I tell myself that I have survived these last couple of months so far, so I can survive 5 more. But then, I’m also arguing with myself over stupid stuff, like if I lived in my car for a couple of months, I could save $2000. Just put my stuff into storage, take a PE class for the summer so I could use the gym showers.
There is also the argument that I’m having with myself (which probably isn’t healthy for me, aruging with myself) over whether I could give up DSL for dial-up, AOL dial-upn no less. Gawd, the fact that I’m even thinking about it shows the depths that my sanity have sunk.
Well, I guess I should get back to work. Some moppig needs to be done, nothing like what I thought there would be.
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Just watched the end of Disney’s The Rescuers. OMG, that Medusa chick has to be one of the scariest villians that Disney has had. I mean come on, shooting a gun at a little kid.
Anyway, I stink so I am going to take a shower…..
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I Officially Kick Ass!!!
That Is All
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