Daily Archives: May 10, 2001

No classes today; Advising Day on Campus…
Woke up at 9am after getting to bed at around 3-4am. Typed up another page to my paper and printed it out. I know that I’ll get an F on it, but I wanted to show her that I did read and that I kinda understand what’s going on so at least she thinks that I’m trying. **sigh**
So I hiked up to the Hist Dept. and found out that they weren’t doing advising until the afternoon. So I took the school shuttle to BART and went to the city to wait for Jason. I hung around the San Francisco Shopping Center; I can’t remember the name of it, but it’s on 5th and Market and it’s where Nordstroms is at.
So I hung out there for awhile, looking at all the designer stuff and just feeling really left out and out of my league. Usually I’m not like this, I can walk around like I’m king of the world. But today I just felt ghetto; that’s the only word that describes it.
Jason finally called and after playing phone tag we hooked up at the Metreon. It was Jason’s first time there and we had lunch at the Buckhorn. It was good eatings. Afterwards, we walked around and looked at all the cool Sony stuff. O. K. he looked, I mostly drooled over stuff. Afterwards we hopped on BART and I went with him most of the way to Pittsburg before I got off at Concord and headed back to the city.
I came back just in time to get an advising appointment. It looks like that I am on the way to graduating, granting that I pass my classes this semester. I won’t be able to get my minor in Asian Studies though unless I stay an extra semester….
**side note; just looking around the room and noticing that Justin has put up his posters. GoodFellas, Scar face, Swingers; and Raging Bull….or is it Taxi Driver. The one where he says, “You talkin’ to me?”. I think it’s Taxi Driver. Anyways**
So now I am home waiting for my 6pm Beijing class. **sigh** I just feel so empty right now. I feel another Depression attack coming on. If I can just hold out for two weeks and get my school shit done…..
Poop….
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On a happier note, I am still alive in my UltraCorps game. I won’t last long cause my armies are still weak and the planets that I own don’t produce enough materials for me to expand my army. Also there are two good size empires nearby that are attacking another guy. They are all stronger than I am. I am hoping that they will conside me too weak to waste their time on and ask for a tribute. We’ll see
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well, after a couple of hours at the computer lab, my paper has gotten no where. I wonder if I can survive without turning it it. Because it is just not going anywhere. It’s not like I didn’t read the stuff, I did. I just don’t understand it enough to make a 5 page paper out of it. It’s kinda of the same thing with my 10 pager due next week. **sigh** Well, I don’t feel that tired, although I know if I go home now I will crash. But there is no point in me staying here, either. I think I am going to throw in the towel and quit this. If nothing else, I can take another European class for fall semseter. That is if I don’t ge tkicked out.
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Look at me
I am the dark blob on the right in the second row from the bottom
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I know, I know I should be working on my paper. But I had to play one game of Six Degrees of LiveJournal. From Sita to Serraph in 8 degrees.
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Take some of that knowledge, you have picked up and processed over the past few weeks, and begin to spread it out to others. It is time to put your communication skills to work. You will find that your emotions are strongly tied to your actions today, and that things will take on a much lighter tone than they have the past couple of days. Take deep breaths and release your pent up tension, because the conjunction between Moon and Mars might indicate a certain nervousness that could lead to poor judgement.
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Currently at the 24hr computer lab working on my paper….
My machine is slowly starting to do the freeze thing again. Not like I was really working at home anyway. Justin was already asleep, like around 10:30 or 11pm. Well, I could have stayed at home, but I decided instead of waking Justin up, I would go to the lab to do my work. I’m amazed that I got a computer so quickly. I had thought that I would have to wait at least an hour or so before someone gave up their computers.
No bums or porn guys here; mainly students working on projects and foriegn exchange students chatting. I ran into the bastard, Balaji here. He is studying for his finals. I wish I had that kind of dedication and school ethic. The foriegn student kind where they spend all of their time studying and stuff. I kind of have a mix of that additude. Part of me has accepted an American outlook on the system in that you can kiss ass or do half ass work; or that you don’t even need a college education. But then, there is the other part of me, my korean half, that says that I should listen to my parents and that with a college education, you can get a good job and be sucessful. **poop** O.K. I have candy and 3 cans of Pepsi to keep me awake. Lets see what I can get acomplished.
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