Daily Archives: January 18, 2001

I got my computer back from Gateway and they said it was working fine. And they were right. I don’t know what happened, but I’m glad to get sound from both of my speakers again….
Well, I just finish with the updating of software and downloading of e-mail. Not too much e-mail really, just mostly junk stuff. So now that everything is working, I think that I will watch a DVD. Actually, I should start uploading pics of the new place…
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Your mind and emotions are working at odds right now. Although you have an ability to ride high in public areas and with social situations, you may be feeling depressed and pressured about partnership matters. If your broad shoulders are overburdened, make some decisions to call an end to anything that might drain your emotions. You’ll receive wonderful affirmations from groups and friends.
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so I’m back at the computer section of the bookstore typing away. I have so many things that I need to put down here, but I don’t have the time to do it here. Also, I hate using the computers in the store; I want to be in my room where I can be comfortable and take my time.
Anyway, I got a roommate for one of the single rooms. His name is Matthew and he is a 23 yr old finance major. Really into fitness and into spirituallity; kinda like Ben. I think that we will get along just fine.
But the fact that I don’t have a computer or a TV or even a Stereo is killing me. I’m forced to read and to listen to music on my clock radio. It’s good, cause I haven’t read in a long time. But it’s bad cause I am thinking way too much. The thing is that I was going to start to write in a book journal, but I am some scarred and ashamed of myself, that I can’t even do that. So I read; right now, it’s Anne Rice vampire series. I’m actually reading Armand right now, comparing myself to him. Am I full of it or what? But I think that I am more closer to Armand than to Louis or Lestad.
**sigh** She is so careless, but so am I too. I wonder if she has found this journal yet. I have found one of hers; she shouldn’t have linked it to anybody else. Of course I read it and started to get tearied eyed. I wish I could just give up this facarde and go to her. But foolish pride keeps me in the hell of my own making….
Something is going on, so I think that I better get outta here. Maybe I’ll call gateway and see if my computer is done.
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