Monthly Archives: August 2000

1 sandwich. three slices of

1 sandwich. three slices of sliced chicken breast with mayo and dijonaise on white buttermilk bread.
1 Can Dr A+ (yuck :-P)
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So last night, I watched

So last night, I watched Dogma on my DVD. I think it brought my rating up a notch with Randy and Mike. It’s a pretty good movie, but the scene that I like best is when Ben Afelic come floating down in front of the church with his wings spread out. Now, I’m not a huge Afelic fan, but for some reason, I love that scene and it just gives me warm feelings inside, like when you climb up the rope in gym class.
**spoilers ahead**
Not sure if I would be Bartley willing to get back to heaven at any price, or Azeral, willing to detroy all existance to get revenge. Or am I Jay, just horny all the time wantingto get laid.
I am horny right now. It’s not even my time of the month or anything. Well, not sure what to do. I really don’t have any leads or any prospects lined up. Not that I’m looking. But I don’t even have any “fuck buddies”. According to Peter (Or maybe it was Marco or one of the sweds.), one should always have a friend that you can have sex with when ever you need it. Sort of like break glass in case of emergency. Well, I guess I could self service myself, but usually there is someone at the apt at all times. And since I don’t have a room to myself, oh well. I guess I’ll just hold out. I could think of it this way, the longer I hold out, the better it’ll be when I finally get some, huh. Anyway, I gotta get back to work. Maybe more on my sexual frustrations later.
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1 bowl cereal – Cinammon

1 bowl cereal – Cinammon Life/whole milk
1 handful jelly belly flops
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2 cups water 1 bowl

2 cups water
1 bowl rice with butter
1 PB&J sandwich
3 Fig Newtons
1 serving Dreyers Strawberry Cheesecake Ice Cream
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1 soda A+ lack Cherry

1 soda A+ lack Cherry
1 soda A+ Creme soda
1 Subway Chicken Parmesian Wrap
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Speaking of Solano, I need

Speaking of Solano, I need to goto April’s house and return her CD that she let me borrow. I’m going to have to get her a gift for taking so long. I wonder if she would like a box of French Vanilla Oatmeal. MMMMMM!!!! I wonder what she has on her amazon gift list? I know, Krispy Kreme Doughnuts. Hehehe. MMMMMMMMM!!! KKD!!!
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The other thing is that

The other thing is that I’m really going to miss Shawn and Marie. They have been so good to me, being an audience for my antics, listening to my problems, and just being great friends to me. I’m going to miss them when they move to Boston. When they are gone, the nearest person will be 30-45min away in Solano. That’s not that far away, but still, Shawn and Marie were just over the bridge. **sigh**
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Random thoughts Should one stay

Random thoughts
Should one stay true to his own beliefs or sacrifice them for their friends?
Is it better to stay out in the open, putting on an act for the world while you heal inside, or should you hide from all of your friends and family to heal alone in solitude?
Hmmm to focus on the inner self or the outer self?
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1 bowl cereal – honey

1 bowl cereal – honey nut Cherrieos/whole milk
1 fig newton
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I should just goto sleep.

I should just goto sleep. Naw. I’ll surf aimlessly for a little more
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